This is truly one of the hardest decisions I have had to make.
I’ve been here for a long time. It’s been almost a year. I was one of the first anons and it was really awesome to see the birth of the anon world. It still seems like yesterday. I got so much more out of this then I ever imagined. Met so many wonderful people that I will never let go of regardless if they are still with me.
But it has been a long time. All the anons I started with, my family, are gone or slowly fading from here. This place… As wonderful as it was… It starting to be more heartache than it should be and I am sure a few of you still know a portion of why that is.
Also, I feel like I have watched the rise and fall of this place. There was once a time when everyone here was a family. Everyone talked to one another, looked out for one another. Everyone got a long. Not only that, but people only had one anon and we made sure there was only one anon of each musician, but I digress. This place has become a mess. It’s all falling apart. Some people have multiple anons. Others are trolling and sending hate. People starting drama. And a lot of people, including myself regrettably, have been becoming more OOC. I unfortunately know of an anon who started not long after me that is sending a lot of the hate and I hope, OOC, she is happy with the people she has chased off. I still remember when this place was for the fans. It was wonderful, but now it’s broken.
Aside from that, it is just time I finally go for a while. I’ve been using this place to rant about personal things and I shouldn’t be doing that. I shouldn’t be posting my OOC shit here. It isn’t fair to you, it isn’t fair to the fans, it isn’t fair to anyone who wants who my anon use to be.
Also, soon I will be leaving for Japan to study abroad for a couple months and I cannot promise that I would be around often. I am really hoping this trip will be the change I need. So the best thing for everyone is if I just go on hiatus.
I will miss you all dearly. It is extremely hard for me to do this. Then again it is always hard to say goodbye. I feel like I am closing a part of my life, but it must be done. I am not sure when or if I will be back, but I need to go. I want you all to know I care about you and I will miss you dearly.
Farewell, I love you all,
Tora-anon and typist.